#30 - Undefined love

I love you
That's the most defined truth
Just I don't know how to expressed
Because in my life
I've never been taught how

Yes I rebelled
But do you know why?
I want your attention
Even its hurting you

Why?
I feel insecure
Because i want you to look at me
Just the way i am

#29 - Devil/Angel

People often said
"Teenagers are the most rebellious person"
Well, that's I couldn't agree more
YES WE ARE

We are hot-headed, irrational
Immature, stubborn
All of the negative traits
Yes you can dumped at us

Aside from all the negative traits
You have labelled us
PLEASE LOOK AT US FROM THE POSITIVE SIDE!!!

We want to be heard
Respected and appreciated
Dealt with us like an adult
Aren't you yourself an ADULT?

p/s: AGE don't measures the MATURITY

#28 - Self-discovery / Soul-searching

The first time i discover these term
Is when i watching an anime
'Honey and Clover'

Surprising right?
But then
It made me think
What makes people done this

Identity crisis?
Finding their purpose of existence?

Of course, i googled out the answer
It says
"The act of facing one's inmost self with courage, determined to bring every ulterior thought, emotion, and motive to light."

But, it still blurred to me

From another website 

It says

"Self-discovery is the very essence of coming of age. In order to come of age as a person so many things need to happen. And the most important one is to discover who you are."

Its troubled me

I feel i need one too

To have deeper understanding of life
BUT!

Do i have the courage

To do so?

p/s: Hlovet - Contengan Jalanan (going on a journey of finding oneself)

pp/s: Should i start my own journey?

#27 - Backstabber

Again
This entry is related to previous one
TRUST and RESPECT

BACKSTABBING
It's actually a common thing
In girl's friendship
Why?
Don't ask
Neither i know the answer

I've once(actually many) experienced this
Honestly, it doesn't feel alright at all
Your heart hurt as it been stabbed
By the real knife
It takes time to heal
But sometime it just won't recover

p/s: So dear friends...please be cautious

#26 - Trust and Respect

Trust and respect

This two words

Holds very big meaning

Once they are broken

Gaining them once again will be difficult

So people, hold dear to these two words

TRUST and RESPECT

p/s: I'm hurt

#25 - Hoot

Actually, the story here is about archery
(not about SNSD's song)
During last weekend
I tried archery
Hehehe
It was quite an experience

I tried it 2 times
Saturday and Sunday
At first, i quite worry
Somewhere gone wrong
I can end up with big purplish bruise
At my arm
Lucky enough things went smoothly

On my first try
4 out of 6 arrow hit the 'green'
Green here means it flew to the grass
Hahaha
1 hit white and another hit blue
I got 8 marks

On sunday
For my second try
2 hit green
3 hit black
And 1 hit white
Total score - 12 marks

Well, somehow it improved
Although the mark didn't qualify me
To get the consolation prize
I was satisfied

I always wanted to try archery
After all, it was one of the sport
Recommended in Islam
So far, i've tried
Swimming and running(always)
If they organised the event again
I wanna try again next time

p/s: Should I try riding a horse next time?

#24 - Wanted!

For a long time....
I really want this thing

Its a rare item

really difficult to find

wish i could find it somewhere

p/s: Can someone buy this for me?

#23 - Oh Baron!

After Eid
I'm going to SBE
at Manjung
with Yana and Yen

At St. Francis School
I met this cute boy
Baron Shafiq b Baron Fiza
seriously CUTE!!!!!

He was just 8 years old
I bet he'll become a 'flower boy'
when he grow up

p/s: Baron!!!! Teacher miss you lah!

#22 - Change of faith

Alhamdulillah....
I can't describe properly my feeling
I was happy, grateful, blessed
and all emotion mixed up
When I heard

"We have a new family member"
""She's converted into Islam"

Really, those word struck my heart
I feel warmth feeling inside my heart

I'm myself, born as Islam
Have little awareness of my own religion
A novice

But I'm glad she's saw the right path
And now part of us

#21 - Assignment!!!!

Yeah
This entry is about
The HATEFUL assignmentS
Repeat, assignmentS

I really hate when the lecturerS
DumpS all the assignmentS
At once at us
Who do they think we are?
Some sort of super human?

Gimme some break here!
I'm a LAZY person
In fact, many others too
Don't just simply dumpS everything at us
Grrr...!!!!

p/s: currently stressed out due to lots of assignment and her own self

#20 - House hunting trip

On the 13th  August
I and my fellow soon-to-be-housemates
Yen, Yana and Zati
Went out to search for house
Next year, we'll renting outside the campus

So, at 9 a.m, we went out to search
Before that, I have already
search and filtered some of the houses
that i Google in the net

Our first destination is Taman Hijrah
Well, it's quite nice
But without any furniture
It'll cost us RM650
The location is quite near to our college

Next stop, Taman Indera
Hey, this house is pretty cool!
A 2-storey bungalow with 5 bedroom
And the price is only RM700!
Next we went to different location
But four of us quite agreeable with the Taman Indera

We got back
Discusses the matter with our 2 other housemates
Ida and Ema
They also think that house is quite nice
So, we are thinking to booked the house
But money is quite an issue
Hmm.....

p/s: Booked the old washing machine at home to be brought at the house

#19 - The Memories Remains

This post is dedicated to my dearest friends
During our year at ASMKDB

This ramadhan...
I remembered the memories we shared
During our hostel life
Do you still remember?

We take our food around 6.20
Watching tv while waiting the break fast time
Compete whose gonna finish first
But usually it will be 'surau people'

Then rushed to the surau
To pick our favourite saf and seat
Had the tadarus
Terawih
And later when we got back
Eat the more'h

Those memories are sure memorable
Do you still remember?

p/s: Nurul Iffah Abdul Rahman, Siti Aishah Salehuddin, Siti Nor Farhana Osman i miss you guys~

#18 - Birthday

The last few days...
On the 20th July
Is actually my birthday
But i keep it secret from everyone
Why?
Just for fun

Nevertheless...
There are true friends whose remember it
I thank you from the bottom of my heart
Starting from my family, which dad, mum and adik
Wishing me one day earlier
And I was just like
"It's tomorrow lah!"
But then again, i really appreciate that

Then follow-up by
Achik, zaty, along
Roomate
then my classmates

That date mark my 20th years of life
Shifting me to a new phase
The 20tier Club
My wish for my new phase
Just same as always
(Erm...maybe a little bit upgrading)

p/s: I never wish myself before so Happy Birthday to myself!

#17 - Picnic & Langkawi Trip

Kay...
So last week was a VERY FUN week
On Wednesday, i had a picnic
With some friends
Girls and boys
At Bukit Ayer
Seriously FUN!!!!

We went there after class
And during our way back
Alexto raced with Hafizul!
Damn EXCITING!
Then me, yen and pak yeah stop at 7-11
We ate ice-cream!
Hahaha. Yummy!

Then, on Friday
TESL B girls are having their
'Girl's Outing : Langkawi Vacation'
Only anith and ainun did'nt joined
Atilia went there with her group
And we met them several times on the island

Among the activities...
Cable car, pasar malam, beach night walking
Island hopping, underwater world and galeri perdana
I had so much fun
During the 3 days and 2 night
The memories are sweet!

p/s: Planning to go to Langkawi again with yento. One day trip sounds fun too!!

#16 - Happy Birthday!!

1 July...
Is the birthday of Leetuk from Super Junior!!!!!
Yay!
Happy birthday *oppa!
Huu..although you're one year older
Please continue to work hard!

Although you don't know me
But i'm congratulating you
As one of your fans
Lastly, Happy 28th Birthday!

p/s: He were the first korean man i'm crazy about!

#15 - Addicted!

I'm addicted!
There are so many things i addicted to
Mostly food *of course*
I wonder how i get addicted with these stuffs
Advertisement? the product itself?
Hmm...something worth to wonder about

Nevertheless...
I bet every people have theirs
Either you called it 'favourite' or 'addiction'
But please remember!
Never addicted to DRUGS, ALCOHOL and CIGARETTE!

p/s: I'm most addicted to Choki-Choki currently! Can't get enough of it every day!

#14 - Money

Yes!
This entry is about MONEY
That DAMN piece of paper that use to buy things
Why i said that?
Because right now i'm suffering from money shortage

As a student, this was usual situation
But, i'm an allowance's student
This is supposed not to be happening!
Lucky my parent still support me
(dad & mum, i LOVE you la!)

There were so much things
That required money right now
Oh allowances... please hurry!

p/s: wonder when i will have this stack of money in my lap

#13 - Back to College!

Yeah...
I'm back
Yay! the new term has started *sarcastic*
Sorry
But i dont have the mood for studying
Wonder when is the next holiday??

#12 - Charity

Yesterday while i was alone at house
A Chinese man knock our door house
At first i was afraid
But he said he's a volunteer
For some charity institution

He's asking for some donation
For people who can only consume special milk as their food
So I thought it was ok
And ask him to wait
While i take my money

I gave away some money to him
And he give me this cute fan as souvenier

#11 - Bangi

Day one at bangi
We just rest

04/06
Day two at K.Lily's house
At 3pm, we went shopping cloth for Eid
While waiting for K.lily and Mak Lang to choose
Me, Izzaty and Amirah eat ice cream outside

After magrib, we went to Cyberjaya
Today is actually Mak lang's birthday
We went for dinner at Saba' Restaurant
K.Na's in laws are also there
Since her mother in law's birthday close with Mak Lang's
So we had double birthday celebration

Back to bangi at 10pm something
Around midnight, my SIM locked
And i don't have the PUK with me
And already thinking of getting a new SIM

05/06
Day three...
We went to Seremban
Visiting a relative there
After a day there, we went back
Ayah called asking me to pick up his phone at UM
But it's already 6pm!

Luckily, Abg Nazim droves us there
Achik is getting slimmer
Poor her since we brought nothing
Spend around 15 minutes there
And we head back

That night, we had 'Ayam Penyek' for dinner
And delicious Indian mango for dessert
Slept early that night
Because tomorrow we need to get back to Manjung

#10 - Putrajaya 2

02/06

Day 3 at Putrajaya
On Thursday morning
Went to Alamanda for bowling
Only me and Izzaty played
Had my worse score ever
Later looked around at that place
Then we head home

03/06

Day 4
After Jumaat's we will go to Bangi
So me and Izzaty went out ourselves
Takes bus from Putrajaya Sentral
Alignated at Mid Valley

We went to see the movie

After tough decision
We pick Pirates 4
Play two round of bowling while waiting
Break off my record
First time scored above 100

Then, we went into some shops
Searching for some cloth
Head back to cinema
Grab some lunch at McD
And i smuggled fries inside the cinema
Hehehe...

The movies end later than we expected
Rushing back to Putrajaya
Takes komuter to KL Sentral and
Jump in KLIA transit ERL

Arrived, we went straight ahead to Bangi

#10 - Putrajaya 1

31/05

The first day of my trip to KL
Depart from Manjung on 9am
Arrived at Putrajaya around noon
Here, we stay at K.Na's house at Precint 18
Day one, just stay at home

Day two, 01/06
Went to Bangi for some matter
Pick up Amirah
(Btw, she's my niece)
Later back to Putrajaya

We take bus from Putrajaya Sentral to Pasar Seni
There, we split up
Me and Izzaty went to Times Square
It takes us two times changing train to get there

Arrived, we went straight ahead to Food Court
Filled up our stomach
Then off to Cosmo's Theme Park
Played like crazy
We tried the attraction almost twice

Get out from the Cosmo's
Bumped with Nazeem IPG at Bowling Centre
Chit-chatting for a while
Then went straight back to Putrajaya

#9 - Manjung Perak

31/05

Heading to Manjung.
It's been almost six month after my last visit during Christmas.
Actually, before last Xmas, the plan on coming to Manjung have always failed
Due to some circumstances.
Because of that, daddy were hesistated to let me go.
But Ii got the permission at last.

Arrived at Manjung, I need to prepare for the trip to KL.
Pak Lang caffour us to Tesco
Buy some stuff there
And get the hold of 'Sutera Bidadari'
Yay!

The next day, we heading to Putrajaya

#8 - Doing laundry!

Seriously....
I HATE doing laundry
HATE it so MUCH!

I had done enough during Standard 5
Until now, laundry is the most HATEFUL chores for me
You GOT me?

#7 - Visiting Achik #2

29/5

We check out from hotel at 7
I drove until Bertam
We had our breakfast
Nasi lemak sambal sotong
Yumm....

Drop at my aunt's house
To pick up my cousin
He'll staying over at our house
Then we went to grandmother's house
To pick her up too

Arrived at home
Teach my sister some math
And we had our lunch
Later, resting and finally
Zzzz....

#7 - Visiting Achik #1

28/5...

We start our journey to UM at 7.15
I drove first and later mum
And then me again
When we reach Selangor, dad took over

Visiting Achik at UM
We ate lunch and then rent a taxi
Off to Chow Kit
Adik as her usual annoying behaviour
Mum and Achik done their shopping

When we reach UM
Dad lost his phone
We left UM, going back
Reach Ipoh, no hotels

Later, i called dad's number
The taxi driver pick it up
He will return the phone to Achik
And ask some payment
Never mind

Then, we off to Taiping
Hoping for a room
Found it at Peking Hotel
An antic hotel but very nice
Sleep very well until dad woke us up

#6 - I'm coming home ~singing

I'm coming home, i coming home
Tell the world i'm coming home


Okay, i coming home
The semester break is nearing
But i've already at home now
Hehehe....

Actually...
I running away from the IPG
Opps~!
p/s: its our little secret okay?

Nevertheless...
Being at home with family
A trully the blessed moment

This evening, i played badminton with my sis and mom
And currently waiting for my banana cake
Finished baking
Huhuhu...
Tomorrow i will bake cheesecake and buttercake
Yummy~!

#5 - Haro!

I wanna introduce this to you guys.

This is HARO.

For those who are 'die-hard fan' of GUNDAM Series, you'll have no problem in recognizing this character.

Cuz HARO is the mascot for the series.

It comes in variety of size and colour.

In every Gundam Series.

This cute robot serves as many purpose.

It's like your PA.

HARO can also took form like this:

See? So cute!

Normally, HARO move by flapping its 'ear'

HARO also can jump even without using its legs.

Or he just float in the zero-gravity.

I really one a HARO too.
Real HARO, not the toy ones.
Wonder if someone can build one for me?
Like Athrun did for Lacus (refer to Gundam SEED)

p/s: Although i not favour pink, but the most cutest HARO would be in PINK!

#4 - Super ego

Attention!
The entry tittle got NOTHING to do with Sigmund Freud's theory.
I juz BORROW the term only.
Clear?
Kay, now let's get to the main point.

EGO...

Everyone has it.
So do i...
Some said MAN has greater EGO than WOMAN.
Maybe true...
Though saying might depends on the situation.

However, in my case...
It is the opposite.
WOMEN are MORE EGOISTICAL than MAN!
Yep...
Though its hurts, thats the fact.

I wonder why...
Maybe cuz they think they are
SUPERIOR?
FAR MORE INTELLIGENT?
LOTS OF PEOPLE WANNA HANG OUT WITH THEM?

Well, I admit i'm no where equal compared to you.
But i'm SICK giving in every time.
Now i'm being EGOISTICAL!
Huh!
Like HELL i'm going to care about you anymore!

p/s: things will turn ugly once i start bear grudge. I'm swear you not gonna like it.

#3 - Examination mood

Juz recently finished my first paper for this term.
3 more to go.
Hmph!
Seriously no mood for study.

Juz wanna hang out and lay on the bed.
Like in Bruno Mars's 'Lazy Song'

     Today I don't feel like doing anything
     I just wanna lay in my bed
     Don't feel like picking up my phone, so leave a message at the tone
     'Cause today I swear I'm not doing anything

Yeah, juz like that.
That would be nice if i could.

But...being a student, the first priority is to STUDY!
Yes, STUDY!
Then after long periods of studying, you'll have an exam.
No matter how much you hate examination, you still have to take it.
No excuses!

The worst reality is i'm a trainee teacher!
Huargh!!! (don't want to acknowledge the fact)
Such an attitude doesn't fit for a teacher.

So what?
I'm human, in fact a teenager!
Being rebellious is part of teenager trait.

But, gotta faced the reality in the end.
So, work hard on your studies!

p/s: it's okay if i slacked off sometimes right?

#2 - Bowling

Lately i've been addicted with bowling.
I wonder why???

At first, this recreational sport is totally alien with me.
I'm not familiar with the games too.
Yeah, since i rarely hang out with my friends during school year.
I'm pretty sucks at this game actually.

Nevertheless, i've played 4 times already this year.
Seems like i'm addicted to bowling after all.
Maybe cuz it is a good stress reliever?
Hmm...

#1 - Blogging starts again!

Hye....This is my first entry!

For the first entry, i wanna write about myself. Haha! For those that are already familiar with me, juz read this entry. There's lot of things that you guys didn't know about the girl called HAZIRAH.

Let's get start from the name!

H - Hot-headed person. So please bear with me. Hohoho
A - quite an aloof. I prefer to be alone
Z - zealous when came across to my liking
I - totally hate when people call me 'Iera'
R - hmm... rebellious?
A - loves anime! Yay!
H - Hooray? Thats mean i just love to enjoy myself

Addition information?

- Belong to a family which the only man in the family is my daddy. The rest are woman and girls. The second child out of four siblings.
- Hve the blood type B
- Educational background just so-so and currently a TESL trainee treacher at IPG Perlis.
- Well my interest are basically internet (very important), milk & chocholates, lilies, Kpop artist (kya!), book (picture book a.k.a manga & also novels) and etcetera etc.

So, know me a little better now? Hahaha...

Till d next entry. Bye!

p/s: this is my second blog. the first one i've already abandoned it.