#28 - Self-discovery / Soul-searching

The first time i discover these term
Is when i watching an anime
'Honey and Clover'

Surprising right?
But then
It made me think
What makes people done this

Identity crisis?
Finding their purpose of existence?

Of course, i googled out the answer
It says
"The act of facing one's inmost self with courage, determined to bring every ulterior thought, emotion, and motive to light."

But, it still blurred to me

From another website 

It says

"Self-discovery is the very essence of coming of age. In order to come of age as a person so many things need to happen. And the most important one is to discover who you are."

Its troubled me

I feel i need one too

To have deeper understanding of life
BUT!

Do i have the courage

To do so?

p/s: Hlovet - Contengan Jalanan (going on a journey of finding oneself)

pp/s: Should i start my own journey?

#27 - Backstabber

Again
This entry is related to previous one
TRUST and RESPECT

BACKSTABBING
It's actually a common thing
In girl's friendship
Why?
Don't ask
Neither i know the answer

I've once(actually many) experienced this
Honestly, it doesn't feel alright at all
Your heart hurt as it been stabbed
By the real knife
It takes time to heal
But sometime it just won't recover

p/s: So dear friends...please be cautious

#26 - Trust and Respect

Trust and respect

This two words

Holds very big meaning

Once they are broken

Gaining them once again will be difficult

So people, hold dear to these two words

TRUST and RESPECT

p/s: I'm hurt

#25 - Hoot

Actually, the story here is about archery
(not about SNSD's song)
During last weekend
I tried archery
Hehehe
It was quite an experience

I tried it 2 times
Saturday and Sunday
At first, i quite worry
Somewhere gone wrong
I can end up with big purplish bruise
At my arm
Lucky enough things went smoothly

On my first try
4 out of 6 arrow hit the 'green'
Green here means it flew to the grass
Hahaha
1 hit white and another hit blue
I got 8 marks

On sunday
For my second try
2 hit green
3 hit black
And 1 hit white
Total score - 12 marks

Well, somehow it improved
Although the mark didn't qualify me
To get the consolation prize
I was satisfied

I always wanted to try archery
After all, it was one of the sport
Recommended in Islam
So far, i've tried
Swimming and running(always)
If they organised the event again
I wanna try again next time

p/s: Should I try riding a horse next time?